Saturday....bring on the end of this week, not the end of the world.

Good afternoon peeps. What a duff week it's been all in all. Still struggling to comprehend what is happening to the World we live and Love in. All the fighting between Israel and Gaza, turning on the news to hear nothing but mindless celebrity crap or even more horrific people killing or torturing their own babies and trying my hardest to keep my chin up and concentrate on the positives that there are in my personal life. Don't get me wrong, there are many, but sometimes the sad stuff slaps you down. I went to the pub yesterday with my mind in a scrambled mess, ready to explode with pain and rage at even a sniff of contact with any one of the sneering, shallow, Friday nighty's that were ensconced in  cheap and shallow tales of simpleton life that often wish I had. Not for long mind, and I am honestly glad I feel intensively, I'd rather that than not be able to use those feelings to create, but I do have many moments when I just wish I didn't care so much, it feels so lonely some times. 

Anyways, onwards and upwards hey? Focus on the great stuff, keep challenging people and yourself, grow more, learn much, Love deeply, help people, it all keeps you going, at it is worthwhile. I'm starting work this week on my garden. I wanna grow stuff. Yeah, I'm going to grow some vegetables. Garden centre it is. And if my nasty neighbour decides to try and terrorise me this year I'll stuff a sweetcorn up his bum. Inabit.

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