Tuesday Night

And I don't know what to say really so I'm not sure why I'm sitting here trying to type. Erm. Because I don't know what else to do and I have to try hard to stop myself doing irrational things that I really want to do. Hate being mixed up. I'm normally all tough and strong and I kind of know what I should do really but I don't know anything right now. I'm out of touch with the world also. The only bits about it I do know are all things that make me not really like it.

Oh, apart from the bit of news that Jamiroquai apparently said the other day in an interview - that he listens to anything from Beethoven to the Sex Pistols. Don't ask why that cheered me up but it did. I really like Jamiroquai as a musician and how he comes across as a man. He seems a decent, honest sort. Straight up with a sensitive soul. That is from what I hear. Anyway, he has an album coming out next year and I can't wait because this country needs him. The music world needs him because it's really, really shit at the moment and he has a soul!

Regarding Music, I ran all the almost finished album tracks onto a CD today, as it's come to order deciding time! Woohoooo! Easier said than done, I tell you! Seeing as Kerin can't move in the hospital I'm thinking of taking it in tomorrow so that he can listen to it in all the different orders and help me decide. Hopefully he won't see that as torture the poor thing! I just can't seem to be very objective about the songs, I think I'm a bit to close to them as they are kind of my little babbers....so, an opinion or two would be good.

Right, bed for me, I have to get up early to fix up some meals I'm taking in. I sound so domestic here, but I think even my food is preferable to him than hospital food. Hope all is well in the land of the living, goodnight. XXXX