BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

It's me. I feel really down. Sorry folks. I can't cheer you up tonight because I'm in one hell of a mood. Sometimes I really really hate life. Only sometimes. Not all the time. I mean sometimes it's fabulous, beautiful. Really. Sometimes you hear music and you see little kids playing and colours everywhere and plants and trees and flowers and animals are everywhere and birds are singing and you just feel in touch and super involved with all the things going on around you, and it's mad. Really mad, it's just really really exciting to be alive. Then come along the stinking other days. Other days when you don't want to hear music and you don't want to see life. You've got bills to pay and people to avoid and you don't want to go and sit in the park and let yourself see and feel all the nice things because you forget they are there and you just hate everyone and maybe even yourself.

I guess I've just gone and answered my own little riddle there, have'nt I?

YOU don't want to see the nice things and YOU don't want to hear music and YOU don't like yourself. So bloody simple really. It's only me that's imposing this mood on myself, nobody bloody else. Ok, so maybe the bank people (b******ds) can't be let off with their unneccessary demands and maybe "nobody's peyfick" but me but that's about all on the list that is totally unreasonable. Sugar. I feel a bit better now.

So. Whats happenin eh? I wanna do something. I wrote a new song whilst swimming about in my little pit of flu induced despair this week. So something good may come out of it after all. You never know. It's called Dominoes. It's about life dealing you a load of crap blows in a row which it has a nasty habit of doing. Sometimes it feels like that. Anyway. I want to play live. Iv'e got new shoes and I want to wear them out.

Oh yeah, and I want to go travelling again. Somewhere. I found a few pictures of my travels on my hard drive and I thought I look really happy when I'm out and about. Someone put us on tour with the Rolling Stones will ya? Go on. I've got some amazing costumes to wear for a really big show like that. You arrange it for me and let me know, go on....and I'll get you some vip passes and that. Thanks folks. Appreciate it. I'm free most of August and September. Well, pretty much any time this year. Let that Mick know........

XXXX :-)