Thrills, skills and NO
bellyaches!

 

Today I feel just about on top
of the world. And the view is supreme!

No accidents - wahey! Touch
wood! - I have had a really sweet day.

APART from a few very touching
surprises that actually dragged me out of my little pit of despair this morning
I decided to be sociable and go on to have a really fantastic afternoon.

 After deciding to pop out
with my Papa for a little lunch, I aired my new Arsenal kit for the first time
whilst trying to talk him into having a kick about in the park....(offer
declined within seconds but great day all the same!)

It was my new Arsenal kit's
first airing today. (I'm now proud beaming face on a
hefty amount of tourist holiday snaps - they Loved it!) Lucky I don't speak many
languages as I might have heard some of the comments muttered behind the grins...well,
you would if you could eh....

I was visited today by an
amazing sweet new friend whom I call the Saint. Having just acquired a new and
extremely delicious Dodge Challenger - (YES, THE A - Team! :-D) We all jumped in and
headed over to Camden to stock my FABULOUS new Promotion Department up with some
goodies before doing a bit of the market. (Departed penniless within seconds)

Camden was it's usual hive of
energy despite the weather and for the first time in a while now I actually
really enjoyed it! At the risk of sounding like a hippy, I bought some sweet little
pretty things and generally felt intrigued and
inspired by so many other human beings that I felt quite touched. Maybe life
isn't so bad after all. I felt a lot of warmth in the air today. I felt sure
that people's responses to my sense of humour and personality were genuinely
sincere, and thought about the times you tend leave yourself in negative
situations with people who don't respect or appreciate you. Or even leave you feeling unhappy
and insecure about yourself. I made this mistake many times and never really
thought about it being my choice to walk or stay. Yeah, people can be dull,
insecure and thoughtless. But you don't have to go out with them or socialise
with them. It never needs  to rub off on you which has been one of my worst
mistakes in the past. Walk away and you don't suffer. Simple.

I decided that I am currently
extremely rich. To have the urge to want to make
people smile, laugh, dance or feel inspired is a really special feeling, one to
be thrilled about. I don't need to bother myself with negativity of any sort.
You ought never to be ashamed of being a sensitive or thoughtful person.

I realised that it is entirely
down to me how I live my life. It made me think about the importance of choosing
very carefully who I am to allow in it and in what capacity. "Give and ye shall
receive" and all that jazz may now be hauled out of the useless phrase scrap
heap as today was a reminder of La Dolce Vita at it's richest.

SO! Be who you like. Say what
you like. F*** who you like, just enjoy.

 

 

There we go. I sound like a
bloody preacher. Well, it is now Sunday morning.... Time for bed.

I leave smiling, oh, and with a
little prayer for Liverpool to stuff Chelsea later on.....

 

xxxx